Saturday 27 November 2021

The Storyteller

Gather round I have a tale to tell.



In the not so distant past there was someone who overcame their shyness and gathered up the courage to be more confident. They pushed themselves to do this as they had decided to embrace the world of swinging. For several years this was great, they had a fulfilling life, with plenty of friends and a very active sex life.

One day events took place that bought their world crashing to the ground. They dusted themselves off, pushed through the pain and actually became slightly more confident but the shyness was creeping back in. However this only lasted for a couple of years before things began to falter and the confidence dwindled. Eventually they had almost reverted to their former self with one major difference, they were now on their own.

After several years in the wilderness they started taking steps to build themselves back up. Only small steps to build confidence and overcome the shyness but everyone has to start somewhere. The journey continues to this day and at times they may be vocal about their failure to progress or go quiet when they see people they've tried to flirt with having fun. Generally they spend a lot of time wondering how to find a friend with benefits, a kinky date or just playmates for some good banter and sexy times. They feel hopelessly lost at times but know there are others who make them smile and encourage them to continue.


Yes this person is me. I had the idea come to me as I roused from sleep the other morning and even then I've struggled to put the words down effectively. I'm a work in progress and still learning to love myself so someone can love me.

 



Sunday 21 November 2021

Hiding behind the curtain for all to see

Sometimes I feel like hiding away behind a curtain as I struggle with trying to find kink and companionship in dating. I don't like hiding but being accepted is not easy to achieve and I wonder if I'll every find someone again without having to resort back to vanilla.



Come sin with the rest of us



Thursday 11 November 2021

It Started With A (Gang)Bang

Due to everything going on in my life of late I hadn't kept track of some of the memes I've participated in before. It was only when I saw a post from @ht_honey on Twitter that I became aware of the current Kink of the Week. The theme promotes mixed emotions as it reminds me of a time when I had a relationship, a sex life and a lot of casual fun. Deciding what to write about was difficult as I've been involved in all facets from participation to organising and promoting them. Eventually I decided to start at the beginning so read, enjoy and ask questions.


And so it began, not with a whimper but a bang, to be precise a gangbang. After weeks of communication via phone call, emails and texts, the time and location had been set and invitations had been issued. Outfits had been chosen and we were finally headed to our first gangbang, myself as an onlooker/participant and my wife as one of two girls who were the focus of the event.

The drive round the M25 to Sutton in South London was uneventful, but despite leaving with plenty of time to spare we just about made it on time. I dropped my wife off at the venue as I had to find somewhere to park. Upon entering the house I was greeted by the host and ushered into a side room to meet the other participant. I was then handed a drink and told it would help calm my nerves. Up until this point I thought I was calm but the shaking leg as I sat down betrayed me. Next I was shown to the room where a dozen guys were waiting and much to my shock I was introduced as the husband of one of the gangbang girls.

After 5 minutes the girls entered the room hand in hand and climbed onto a makeshift platform in the centre of the room. They were both introduced and the fun and games begin. Unlike the gangbang videos you see on various streaming sites most of the guys were still dressed or at the most shirtless. The girls started the proceedings by kissing and fondling each other eventually removing clothing from each other. Looking around the room I noticed some of the guys were starting to get undressed and others were making their way to the girls. Soon each girl was garnering attention from multiple men with hands wandering all over, mouths sucking on breasts and cocks waiting to be sucked or played with.

For the next 2 hours the girls sucked, wanked, teased and were fucked by most of the cocks in the room. There was a 10 minute break midway through to allow the girls to freshen up, it was at this point I checked in on them to see they were ok and they assured me everything was fine and they were enjoying themselves. At various points they were both on all fours with a cock in each hand, sucking on a third and fucked by a fourth. Nearing the end of the fun both girls were laid on their backs and delivered numerous deposits of cum onto their bodies for all their hard work. Despite everything I was still nervous but managed to fondle both girls. Most of the guys there had taken their time to chat with me and comment on how lucky I was to have such a sexy wife.

As the guys left I chatted with the host and the other girl who told me that her husband was exactly the same way as me at his first one. She assured me it would get easier and I would become more confident at joining in. Looking back it was her kind words that allowed us to continue with the gangbangs/greedy girl parties for the next couple of years, with me in various roles from driver to organiser to participant and many things needed in between.

This is just another event that has made me the person I am now. I do not have any regrets as they were happier times for me. If I could find the right partner I would do them again as there is a certain thrill and satisfaction knowing that your partner is sexual enough to want to try multiple playmates but ultimately comes back to you.





Sunday 7 November 2021

Blurred Vision - Sinful Sunday

Wasn't sure I'd get a chance to do a pic and some of my ideas weren't doable due to time constraints as I rarely get an empty house or requiring assistance which I'm lacking at the moment. I plan to experiment more with this and try the other ideas I have.





Monday 1 November 2021

Tenga Easy Beat Egg Wavy Cool Edition - Review and Comparison

In my job I occasionally have to test products and provide feedback on them. Never have I done a product review until now and if all goes well this will be the first of many.

Back in 2019 I received my first ever masturbator in the form of an Easy Beat Egg Wavy Cool Edition from Tenga. At the time I tried it out but never put my thoughts down into a review despite considering it many times. Recently I received another Tenga Egg but this time it was a Wavy II Cool Edition. What has changed?

Inspecting the outer packaging and labelling shows some minor changes to the layout of the wording but the background design gives more of a hint. Previously it showed waves with every other row being slightly thicker than the one in between whereas now that thick line is thicker and there is also vertical line spiralling down. Fairly bold changes but do they translate to change of the actual product?



Upon opening them both up I can confirm that the design changes are both external and internal. The pattern change confers to the internal texture of the egg. No other changes are apparent.

Both eggs come with instructions and 1 sachet of cool lotion placed inside a plastic insert to maintain the eggs shape and stability before use. The insert, instructions and sachet of lotion are standard in all the Tenga products I have purchased so far.

Use of the eggs is fairly straightforward, remove insert, squeeze lotion inside and then slide over penis to desired stretch. The sensation from each is slightly different due to the different textures with the added cooling sensation from the cool lotion.

Overall these are good products and highly recommended whether it's as a first time user, convenient toy for those work related hotel stays, experienced user or even something for a teasing session between a couple.

To view the variety of eggs and other fantastic pleasure toys from Tenga visit the below regional links




Feel free to comment on this post if you liked the review, found it helpful or additional details that would help. This is my first review and time permitting I would like to do more to help people find the toys to enhance their play and pleasure.